2004-07-23 - late night - sexually deprived - excuse the breast beating.
2004-07-19 - an obession on the boy.
2004-07-19 - an obession on the boy.
2004-07-08 - poo
2004-07-06 - seriousness
2004-06-30 - -
2004-06-19 - relationship scaryness
2004-06-03 - that money stuff
2004-06-01 - happiness, money and a few ticks
2004-05-25 - existential moment
2004-05-18 - him.
2004-05-12 - weak woman.
2004-05-11 - deflated.
2004-05-09 - Confirmed: Asshole waiting to happen, happens.
2004-05-06 - the night of a million questions
2004-05-06 - Does he give a shit?
2004-05-04 - secret asshole waiting to happen
2004-05-02 - "I think you're hotttt."
2004-05-01 - better and better
2004-04-28 - thoughts on him, status quo and again the question "is it worth it?"
2004-04-27 - sex now. sex more.
2004-04-24 - questions for the month-long undefined relationship.
2004-04-22 - new frontier
2004-04-20 - The one where I give up on everything...
2004-04-18 - The he.
2004-04-15 - love bites
2004-04-14 - questions. sacrifices. boy....
2004-04-11 - virginity lost
2004-04-08 - Precipice
2004-04-05 - Diving head first
2004-04-04 - bubble of time
2004-04-02 - The one where I am completely exposed.
2004-04-02 - evolution
2004-03-31 - Sexual desire vs. good companionship
2004-03-29 - copious time on digits
2004-03-26 - hidden place/good date
2004-03-22 - Gaps. Voids. Clarity
2004-03-22 - seconds
2004-03-21 - the great big wierd
2004-03-18 - alright with trying
2004-03-14 - humble girl seeks rock and attention
2004-03-09 - love for sale
2004-03-08 - 8 loads, a couple boys and that old me
2004-03-07 - slight rant
2004-03-03 - so much for disection
2004-03-02 - energy = gone
2004-03-01 - short list
2004-02-25 - gushing kilter graveyard
2004-02-24 - recognizable potential.
2004-02-23 - normality and it's many shapes
2004-02-21 - fucking luck hope & Atkins
2004-02-19 - Monkeys and fickle friends and these 4 walls.
2004-02-19 - crypticness for the am
2004-01-24 - it's all geometry.
2004-01-16 - Them and their perfect fucking mental health.
2004-01-12 - tangability... is that so hard?
2004-01-12 - toot tooot!
2004-01-10 - possibly maybe
2004-01-06 - weighted
2004-01-05 - sustanance for the moment
2004-01-05 - sea of boys
1998-01-03 - some kind of sweet redemption
2003-12-31 - the most single day of the year
2003 (the year, Yeah, it was great)
December 2002
November 2002
October 2002
September 2002
August (Jboy emerges as viable alternative to virginity, differing time zones present problem)
July (girl finds refuge in gym)
June (can unemployement really be this much un-fun?)
May (as if all the air was let out of my expanding body--the anti-explosion, anti-implosion metamorphasis into justified sloth) Ah.
April (Demystification and continuing angst)
March (not much to tell, work, WORK, hate it, Work and no peace of mind)
February (before the hard work began/p.s. I'm still not getting laid)
January 2002 (my month of squirrel-lovin sloth)
December 2001 (I am still working!)
November 2001 (Is there a month between December and October?)
October 2001 (B kissed me,infidelity begins)
September 2001 (Between van trips, I whine about still being a virgin)
August 2001 (a lot to celebrate)
July 2001 (moving again...when will it end)
June 2001 (I hate summer and am a major drag when it get's over 73 degrees)
May 2001 (still depressed, it's a boring read, really-- move on.)
April 2001 (the beginning of my effexor days/What a difference those drugs make)
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