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sobbing in the warm tub. missing being hugged.2002-04-17 - 11:29 p.m. Today, I cried. Sobbed, but tears came out. I suppose more tears are still in there since my head aches like it is stuffed. I haven't cried without the help of a shrink for absolutely years. I am proud of myself. I am completely numb from the misery I am feeling. I want to go home. My job isn't worth the amount I work and the amount of disrespect I am feeling and the amount of abuse and negativity I have been subjected to. And with Glen Gould and some face cream, I am putting myself to bed without finishing my work. 12 hours a day is enough. Losing sleep is enough. FUCK them. I really, really don't know how I am going to make it out of this particular situation without losing part of my soul. I miss social connection. All I feel is this hatred towards people. I miss my friends and being hugged. And feeling happy. something new - 2004-09-28late night - sexually deprived - excuse the breast beating. - 2004-07-23 an obession on the boy. - 2004-07-19 an obession on the boy. - 2004-07-19 poo - 2004-07-08 � � |