sugary thoughts

First real snow of the year. I'm inside. Stuck inside a sugar hangover. I had dreams last night about a land where everyone was acting crazy because of all the sugar that controlled them. My grandmother was there. I have to get back on track. That's all that is telling me. Perhaps the gym today?

I'm thinking about moving. Giving myself a chance to shift thought the rubbish left by former lives. What does one do with 15 boxes of theatre text books? Living cheaper. Living with friends.

I sent out 2 very unselfconcious letter into the great void where unanswered letters go. I'm waiting for feedback from the universe...

The new rufus cd is like a waterfall of sweet melody. It becons a nap.

I would like nothing more than to re-calculate today. But I know more, that I have to not recalculate what is perfect, but jump into it, instead. The void of unknown. Such is.