sheading skin part 1

I am a new me today. And it's evolution time people. I am so sick of feeling aweful. Time to jump start. Yesterday I took off class time and just sleeped. Solved the not sleeping problem. Today I worked out. :) such happiness is working out. I thought about climbing mts with jboy and touring paris with d and having babies with shiatsuboy. I'll be damned if I am going to let my happiness fall by the wayside and watch other people have what I can have. I needed this period of total and overwhelming pain to get me here... to this point.

and now that I know everything will be ok... that depression will not overtake me.. that I will have friends by my side.. that I will have enough money to finish school even IF I have to get it from my parents... I can look forward. I can finally shape myself. and look beyond limitations.

A word to the wise: wash out bowl full of tomato sauce before eating chocolate-peanut butter ice cream from it. Oregano and chocolate do not mix