"be a star and fall down next to me"

"thank you for this bitter knowledge

guardian angels who left me stranded

it was worth it, feeling abandoned

makes one hardened but

what has happened to love"

~rufus wainwright

I can't stop. This week has been a rough one. Loosing job. Sick friend. Finals to study for. I hate xmas season.

It is the loneliest time of year.

But it snowed and we have almost a foot of snow now... and I may skip out of massage tomorrow and go cc skiing.