Monkeys and fickle friends and these 4 walls.

So there has been some validation of my existance lately.. in the form of men (multiple men I may add). But what I am really looking for is financial validation... ok, just for the moment. Nobody's monkey to play with. Don't they know I just want a monkey to play with? Ok, perhaps a smart monkey that can take my sense of humor.

My friends keep blowing me off for their boyfriends. I realize it's not a crime at the same time that I am realizing I am not an island. I do need them. Perhaps they don't need me anymore. But take away the boy factor, and where would we all be ?

It downright irks me. And somebody is going to hear about it. The supposed best friend perhaps, who is more fairweather and fickle than fun.