the longer you type "meaning" the less it means.

I was having a very existential week. Jen says "oh, you mean you were having a typical Molly week." ah, ok, whatever, i guess...

But I was and this doubting everything seems to come to nothing. Especially when I walked into tech last night and I was completely at home. In the theatre, just being there, a part of it all...Didn't seem meaningless anymore.