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wrapping it all up2001-12-18 - 4:51 p.m. I still have this fantasy that Ben and I will do it on Thursday, last day of tour. Silly me. Virginity alludes me. LeRoy died last night. I slept for 12 hours last night. I slept through it. I'm not sure how I should feel about it. It seems so far from me, death, family, holidays, a real life. My lonliness has lessened but there is still a heaviness there. Perhaps I feel heavy because of the death. I am looking forward to this weekend. The wieght of the tour will be lifted, and life will be all about planning a vacation, shopping and making presents. I was silly to think that I need to make new friends. I don't need new friends, I need to let the ones I have get closer to me. wrapping up this tour... will it wrap up other things: depressive moments, caring about the wrong people, addictions, and wasting energy. something new - 2004-09-28late night - sexually deprived - excuse the breast beating. - 2004-07-23 an obession on the boy. - 2004-07-19 an obession on the boy. - 2004-07-19 poo - 2004-07-08 � � |