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Hard knocks
2002-01-12 - 5:47 p.m.
I'm having such a hate my body day. Nobody is letting me be fat. I'm fat. Just let me be overwieght. All my clothes are from a lesser me. I have gained wieght, so much wieght since last I wore my "corporate" clothes. I have a double chin. I breath hard after going up the stairs. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm breathing. I'm just trying to live my life. Live it fat. Live it. BE. Let it be. I can't I have to dress everyday. I could eat nothing but salad all day (which I have done) but stillnothing.
Sure this eruption came from somewhere. Sure it is hard to be around the healthiest parents ever and a mom who was always the fat one and you can't even fit into her clothes. HARD.
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