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confessional: father, I have sinned too many times since my last ...


2002-09-02 - 1:58 a.m.

reconcilation: to myself. To the great universe: I'm sorry for all the self-torture. For every negative vibe I sent out. I'm sorry for the death threats and tearlessness and self-pity.

I'm ready for my penence. I'm ready to change. TONIGHT. 2am. change me. Do something new and different. Turn off the air conditioning, and suffer the night sweats. No masterbation. Forget your nightly poetry. No Effexor.

I don't know what I am talking about. Accept that --Tonight I feel something besides an crushing feeling of the world caving in on me.

SOMEBODY PINCH ME

and I said a prayer to an unknown god.

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