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Does he give a shit?


2004-05-06 - 10:23 a.m.

I think I may be getting bored with the boy. The connection I feel is between the lips and the sheets and other than that... it's dull - sometimes.

and I'm feeling this nonchalantness from him. Like he could take me or leave me and that hurts. I'm not just a warm body. He's never told me how he feels about me or why he likes me. I need that, I don't feel like I can be with someone if I don't know why... and I seriously don't know why I'm with him - except for the obvious, the yummy middle of the night sex.

Am I just feeling insecure or is this really the end of the end of it. Is he bored with me? Did we just have an off night? Is there something we are mutually not sharing with each other? Are we just mutually bad communicators? Does he give a shit?

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