2002-08-31 - longing to be alive again

2002-08-29 - "older kinks"

2002-08-23 - walking - stumbling - singing sickly -

2002-08-21 - fighting a soul night, alone.

2002-08-21 - a wash...

2002-08-16 - Gym = Good/Depression = Bad

2002-08-15 - Numb girls don't cry. We sing lame pop songs

2002-08-14 - excess ain't rebellion, it's just stuff

2002-08-13 - The enormity of the proposition floored him

2002-08-10 - but the dream never stops believing

2002-08-07 - back in time is forward

2003 (the year, Yeah, it was great)

December 2002
November 2002
October 2002
September 2002
August (Jboy emerges as viable alternative to virginity, differing time zones present problem)
July (girl finds refuge in gym)
June (can unemployement really be this much un-fun?)
May (as if all the air was let out of my expanding body--the anti-explosion, anti-implosion metamorphasis into justified sloth) Ah.
April (Demystification and continuing angst)
March (not much to tell, work, WORK, hate it, Work and no peace of mind)
February (before the hard work began/p.s. I'm still not getting laid)
January 2002 (my month of squirrel-lovin sloth)
December 2001 (I am still working!)
November 2001 (Is there a month between December and October?)
October 2001 (B kissed me,infidelity begins)
September 2001 (Between van trips, I whine about still being a virgin)
August 2001 (a lot to celebrate)
July 2001 (moving again...when will it end)
June 2001 (I hate summer and am a major drag when it get's over 73 degrees)
May 2001 (still depressed, it's a boring read, really-- move on.)
April 2001 (the beginning of my effexor days/What a difference those drugs make)

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